So, the initial shock is over. You've been in and out of hospital, the grade A painkillers have worn off and you're starting to get into a routine. You've spent the past few days answering phone calls as the news slowly drips through your various social circles, family/friends and social media. You're inundated with get well soon and best wishes. I AM GRATEFUL FOR EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM! The dust finally starts to settle and reality begins to set in.